galaxye

2010-12-23T11:48:00.003+08:00

i won't give up...

even though u rejected me this morning.. leaving me all alone..

literally stranded ......

but it was worth it,

at least i see you smile..

at least i see you..

at least i hear your voice..

i will try harder!

2010-12-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

i miss you so much & i can't do anything..

if only u didn't take away ur house key..

2010-12-22T10:02:00.002+08:00

do you still remember that day when..

we took our 1st night raider home..

the 1st night you send me home..

we sat the playground underneath my block..

we walked from esplande to clark quay..

you waited for me at macdonalds for 3 hours..

me accompanied you to your bmt with your mum & justin..

me sending you off to become a strong man..

me giving you a pouch of hand made hearts to sleep with you..

me waiting for you with bubble tea at pasir ris every book out..

me buying flowers for you when you finished your field camp..

me wrote a long list of letter for you to keep you stay strong during your field camp..

small memories like that keep me going whenever things turn sour between us.

i remember all the goods & not the bads when things happen..

how i wish that whenever we quarrel..

you will remember the goods & not the bads when you are angry...

because such small memories might save you from saying the wrong thing..

might save you from being living in regret for the rest of your life..

2010-12-21T19:20:00.003+08:00

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

i miss you very much

well, i do miss you every single day, every single minute.

i do miss you even if i have just left your side.

but will you miss me?

& find me..?

2010-12-21T17:16:00.003+08:00

my heart is always open for you ..

only for you ..

so if one day,

u wanna come home...

you can always do so ...

because my heart..

has never closed for you ..

completed

2010-12-21T11:56:00.001+08:00

i've completed the post...

& i love you so much ...

so much baby...

but where are you..?

urgent

2010-07-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

i could not finish it by today because there is a even more important thing for me to do now,

to salvage this love.

please don't reject me..

& please be there..

hard

2010-07-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

it's only when i'm home & when i scroll through the page & i saw your picture,

makes me gonna cry.

but i can't.

i'm in the living room, my own room being occupied, & someone is with me at the living room.

how long more can i contain the tears, before bursting out everything?

still, i will and want to be strong for now,

to finish the promised blog post without crying..

i want to write it in a way as happy as i could, like how happy i were during that day..

proof

2010-07-21T15:55:00.001+08:00

i will complete everything before i meet you.

this is a proof of my love for you

miss you

2010-07-21T09:38:00.002+08:00

i miss you & i feel like dying now

my birthday!

2010-03-01T00:54:00.057+08:00

hehehehehehehe

i'm grinning like that as i look through the pictures baby & i took in Zoo.

nothing feel as good as this! looking through those silly moments is the best !!

we took a lot a lot of pictures but my camera's battery didn't last long... but it died at the right moment HAHAHAHHAHA

okay anyway this is a very bery important memory & i am going to write it down!

for i know this memory will make me smile no matter what, because it's my 1st birthday celebration with someone i love, kenny baby!

♥ CHAPTER ONE : BEFORE THE ZOO ♥

okay! we are suppose to meet at 8am outside my house, then we changed to 830am, then to 9am.

i woke up at 815am but still very tired so i call my sweet baby boy & tell to to meet at 930am. i tried to make it sound like i want him to sleep more but he die die want to expose me

okay so at 910am, i'm still at home lol

i'm preparing my 爱心面包 okay!

i've made sandwiches and brought along honey stars & fruit loops, strawberries & mini hamburger candy!

i reached cck at 9.50am & as usual, baby wait for me.... we took bus to zoo & we waited for like 25mins for the bus.

OK IN THE BUS & WE REACHED ZOO!

♥ CHAPTER TWO :CHECKING IN ♥

HAHAHAHA WE (ok, i think only me) ARE LIKE EXCITED LOST KIDS! ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~!!!!!!~

our first picture in the zoo!

baby posing with the elephant statue!

my turn :D

before queuing for tickets to zoo, i can't help but to ask baby to pose with the tigger!

awwwwwwww he look so so so so so so so so so かわいい !!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay... while waiting in the queue, we took more pictures ♥

that's why i think tall guys are gorgeous! they look super good with a short you on photo HAHA!

recently got more eyebag (okay i think i'm lying lol)

baby has a very nice nose :)

♥ CHAPTER THREE : FIRST TOUR ♥

WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

finally we get to see real kicking and moving animals!

our first animal is some monkey which look like food to me HAHAHAHHA.

they are the Cotton Top Tamarin

& i swear these 2 fellows are fighting

i dunno why but since young, i don't like monkey or crocodiles!

they are the only animals that i'm not really fond of :(

OKAY next we walk a bit more inside, we are actually rushing for time because baby & i wanted to catch all the animal showtime!

we are catching the Elephants At Work And Play at 11.30am!

we left with 30mins so we zoom zoom in!

on the way to the venue, we pass by this very famous spot!

the "parrot taking venue" !

actually i wan to give it a miss but enthu baby asked me to take a picture with them!

of course i drag my cute baby along xD

a kind zookeeper help us to take the picture!

i choose the white parrot because he like 没生意 & i feel sad for him!

to let Mr.Parrot know that there are actually someone who appreciate his white fur (ok i just realise it's feather), i choose him!

& i didn't choose the other white one because mins ago, it was shitting...

another take! & if only i smile a bit better!

well, actually the zoo photographer did helped us took 2 photos using his camera.

& i'm super sad that we didn't purchase from the zoo.

i realise what baby said it's true, "memories are priceless"

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

(03'03'10 12:47pm : i called the zoo to ask if they could still retreive the photos, but sadly no...)

next time i swear i will buy, no matter where no matter how much, as long as it's a good memory to keep!

then as we walked in, i realised we would pass by the tigger cave!

OMG I SO WANTED TO SEE THE WHITE TIGERS!!

so i use my 美人计 to plead baby to the cave!

of course it work. HAHAHA. but we can only stay there for like 1 min... because time is tight

as we walk towards the White Tiger, i came across this uber cute boy & i can't resist to take a shot of him ...

LOL he didn't realised i took a picture of him, however his brother, a monkey i think was keep staring at me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OMY LOOK AT THOSE BEAUTIFUL CATS! (1 of them still look at my camera *thumbsup*)

i think i fell in love with them because of ふしぎ遊戯 & the 白虎 thingy.

& of course, the seishi plays a part because of all them are so handsome HAHAHHHA

seriously people should stop hunting them! white tigers are already on the brink of extinction

why should such beautiful creatures died in the hand of smelly 人間 !

baby only allowed me to look at them for like 1 min because we are in a hurry!

so, as we walked out of the tigger cave, we passed by the Pygmy Hippo

can you spot him?

at first, i thought it was just an empty tank... then i told baby that there is nothing but stones!

but he keep say "there, there!"

& i replied "where,where!"

then he still continue & tell me "THERE THERE!" when obviously i dunno the THERE is WHERE.

A: 何所ですか

B: あそこです

A: 何処！

B: あそこ！

.................................................. 有讲等于没讲 lol

then it took me like 10sec to scan through the whole empty tank then i "OH!"

the tourists beside us was laughing at our conversation..

seriously why would any hippo just lay flat at there?! it's really NOT MOVING.

shouldn't a hippo look something like .....

this?

or....

or at least should me your butt !

& after when we are 2/3 finished touring the zoo, the stationary hippo remains like that.

only when we finished everything which is like 6 hours later, it somehow decided to move.

however, there's not much a diff to me...

THAT HIPPO JUST FACE THE OTHER SIDE!!!!

.......

just kidding~ i photoshop him HAHAHA.

but it did move, i can't remember exactly but it did not remain in that dead log position after 6 hours.

okay okay then we really zoom to the Elephants of Asia which is pretty far

♥ CHAPTER FOUR : ELEPHANTS AT WORK AND PLAY ♥

the show's starting at 11.30am & we only have like 5 mins left!

luckily i've listened to baby & not to stay at tigger cave too long... else we would have to stand & watch

we couldn't find any good seat at first.... but the i found a very good seat (which i supposed)! it's in the middle of the whole stage & it's the 2nd row!

which means i can see the fat elephant nice & clear!

heh, guess what i'm eating!

my poor baby is sweating

ohhhhhhhhhhh my cute baby!

im eating fruit loops!

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

大象出来了

there are total of 4 elephants but i can't remember the name.

i shall name them, MOMO, MIMI, MOMI, MIMO.

okay, the one facing me shall be MIMO (it sounds cuter HAHA) *points at the 4th picture*

remember i said that i thought the seat we are on are supposing the "good seats"?

look at what happen next.

raining? NO.

(okay actually i don't really remember but 99% it's taken when MIMO spray water on us)

THAT MIMO JUST *beatbox* SPRAY WATER ON US.

HIS/HER TRUCK IS DIRECTLY AIMING US.

& I SWEAR MY BABY IS VERY *beatbox* AT THAT POINT OF TIME HAHAHA

HE IMMEDIATELY GRAB HIS BAG & SHIELD US WHEN HE SAW THE INCOMING WATER LOL

& throughout the show, whenever MIMO wanna spray water on us, he would try to shield.

of course i spoil his attempt & we face the splash bravely (not really..)

in the 1st picture, MIMO tries to balance on the log.

apparently their feet is bigger than the log, this proves that elephant got good balancing skill!

you put me to walk in a wire & tomorrow you shall see headline. HAHAHA

*points at the 4th picture, if you look closely (okay actually you can't get anymore closer), the 2 M are actually waving/swinging their trunks!

the 1st picture, 3 M are bowing to the audiences!

2nd picture, MIMO snatch the straw-hat of it's trainer!

3rd picture, MIMO gives back the hat!

4th picture, cute MIMO lower himself (or herself) to let the trainer hop onto his trunks!

HAHA makes me think of ボンちゃん & ルフィちゃん !

ahahha i thought i could video an exclusive footage of Mimo but......

this is Elephant-Walk

1st picture, MIMO dragging out a log using only his trunk!

guess how heavy is the log?

well, i think i guess it was around 100kg?

but it turn out to be TONNES

....... if its 1 tonnes (it might be more), then MIMO can simply lift up 18.87 只 of Amber. or maybe in 1 swing, 1 Amber can fly from Mandai to Tampines. or best, fly me back to Fajar road or Lorong Chuan. HAHAHAHAH

2nd picture, MIMO is kneeling down & he look totally like Jumbo!

(& when i was googling for Jumbo the Elephant's picture, i then realise there's a real elephant by the name of Jumbo , i've always thought Jumbo was a cartoon elephant!!)

Jumbo died a very tragic death, crushed by locomotive

okay no link with my MIMO

3rd picture, guess what's MIMO doing?

4th picture, lifting up a small log with his trunk!

MIMO lift up the log! & M behind is looking damn happy

& look at MIMO's nostril, SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

1st picture, 同心协力就是力量!

2nd picture, nice ending pose

overall the Elephant At Work & Play is an awesome show!

love every bits of it especially the "water spraying" part HAHAHAHA

baby & his classic face + reaction = priceless

(i've realised that i'm like calling every single elephant MIMO, it might not be MIMO afterall. i identified MIMO by the trainer, but it just struck me that... all the trainer look alike.)

after the show ended at 12pm, we decided to catch the next show, Splash Safari Show which is at 2.30pm, plenty of time left huh. NO!

before we have reached the zoo, i'm super excited over the feeding programme for Polar Bear! & its at 1.05pm. so we decided to tour a bit more before heading to the Polar Bear cave!

as we walking out of the elephant stage, baby & i came across this funny looking stuff.

i don't know why but to me, i feel that you have to touch it & you will never forget it. so i go ahead touching without knowing what it was.

can you guess what it is? it look like a super tangled bird nest to me

.................................. recycled paper made from elephant's poo

luckily it doesn't stink. HEH, my hands are worth more $ now, cause i've touched the UNTOUCHABLE ELEPHANT DUNG PAPER. HAVE YOU? HAHAHAHHAHA

& as we walked along, we saw more funny funny tools. some look very brutal...

heh, as we walked out of the venue, i saw this small little elephant statue!

you gotta agree with me that my baby look damn cute

& i don't look as cute as him, but oh well~

one more ラブラブ pose before we head for the tram!

we took tram at Station 4 & all the way back to Station 1 where Polar Bear cave is the nearest to!

we are crazily trying to drink finish the almost 3 litre of water we brought in.

we are sitting on the very last row of the tram!

heh, the little girl beside very adorable right?

but my baby cuter MWHAHAHAH

my UU tried to take this ice cream kiosk when the tram is moving.

zoo's ice cream kiosk sell damn overpriced snacks.

1 $1 ice cream at NTUC cost like $3 - $4 at zoo!?

& simple potato chips at $3-$4?!

classic example of daylight robbery

HAHA i tried to tie my hair into short hair! but i failed

OMG BABY HAVE CLASSIC SMILE & what's with the look when i'm acting like a 千金淑女

the $2 Daiso pink polka dot fan very cute right! (ya now the stem is 'glued' with melting fruit loops )

you know it's said that,

girls should carry tissue paper & umbrella when they go out

but i think that girls should also carry fan out. more feeeeeeeeeel ah

no matter how unglam my baby appears to be, he will always be the most 帅 in my 心

when we reached Station 1, it's only 12.21pm. which means we have another 30mins more!

so i drag baby to Reptile Garden!

but baby super time conscious, keep on checking the time & tell me that only can walk awhile

but i count that as a blessing! to have such a boyfriend, die also will happy hehe

while walking towards the Reptile Garden, we pass by zebra!!

HAHAHA GOOD ZEBRA, THEY SHOWING ME THEIR 屁股!

unlike hippo ~

i don't know why but i think all zebra like to stand like that in zoo. like 摆战

okay we reach the Reptile Garden, i tell you the route to there is very irritating. my 可愛い Snake House just beside it, but you have to make a big detour to get there ! so i didn't get to visit any of my 可愛い snake.

(HAHAHAHHAHA! ok i'm trying to type the kanji of snake & i spelt the romanji as "hei bi" which means shrimps in hokkien! it should be hebi)

hehehe, can you guess that is this?

MR FROG HAHA!

can you spot where is the other frog?

i think frogs like to play hide & seek

AHAHAHAHA THIS FROG LOOK VERY TOOT

LIKE THOSE ENVIRONMENT FRIENDLY MASCOT!

totally look like some old frog from Dragonball.
(ok i think dragonball has no frog but i feel this lil fellow is from that manga)

OK i concluded frog like to blend in with the nature.

if you aint looking properly, you will prolly missed it..

he/she is just staring at you & i think this fellow is venomous.

OKAY!! WE TOUR FINISHED THE REPTILE GARDEN (frog room) AND IT IS 12.30 PM!

which means we only spent 10 mins touring the frog part. there's 2 part, the other side is the snake (heibi, HAHAHAH) part which we didn't get to see yet.

AHAAH it's kinda small in the frog room but its damn cold inside (i don't know why, i think frogs like air con)

i think it's pretty disappointing as i'm hoping to see more frogs like ...

okay, all anyhow one. at that point of time i didn't think of all these frogs ..

just that suddenly when i blogged it i feel that zoo should have more of them.

& as i googled, i came across something disturbing.

AHAHAHHAHA I SHY LIAO 讨厌 LOL!

AHAHAHHA THIS FROG LOOK LIKE JIRAIYA FROG LOL

♥ CHAPTER FIVE:POLAR BEAR ♥

OKAY! so we still have 30 mins left ! (how come my 30mins like won't end one

i think when as we are heading out of the REPTILE GARDEN , baby initially planned to walk to my ♥ ♥ Polar Bear place, i saw the tram so i asked baby to take tram instead!

(lazy walk + sitting down with baby is いちばんです!

ahahahha...

i think short hair = FAIL

AHHHHHHHHHHHH MY BABUYA IS THE CUTEST MAX MAX!

i think baby seriously take better picture compared to me

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet max ! ♥

hair advert = FAIL

hehe baby was asking me to do the "pointing pose", not bad ah~

but why second take fail

normally is 1st picture failed mah, aiyo silly baby!

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

郎才女貌俊男美女

wrong.. I where got 美女 ... haha.

should be......

超级无敌可爱霹雳扒拉大美女

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

this is call 爱情~

heh guess what baby is feeding me........?

.....................

you know what is "dot dot dot?"

. . . thanks ah baby. you da best. *thumbsup*

ahaha actually i think i did the same thing to baby! but no photo

hehe

&.........................................................

FINALLY WE REACH THE POLAR BEAR CAVE !!!!

*kick & do a high flip + side flip + back flip*

hehe the feeding time is at 1.05pm & it's only 12.55pm when we reached!
it's good to go out with baby because he is soooo time conscious & because of that, i didn't missed any fun at the zoo!

Okay, excitedly I only managed to snap a very few pictures :(
because it's like so crowded, i think everyone is like me, flocked to see my cute Polar~

HEHE POLAR SAY RAWR!
& he look anorexic

a decent self portrait of Polar!
think i should sign up for photography club, too skilled to be wasted

look at Polar's palm. 1 slap you gg.com.sg

SEE HIS GIGANTIC BODY! ahahha
1 slam = straightawaygoheaven.com.sg

if you noticed the other Polar behind, its Polar Mummy!
i thought it's girlfriend but it is MUMMY!
she is like 1 time smaller than Polar.

i thought the feeding session = pay money to feed

but turn out is zookeeper feed = we watch

....... make me excited for nothing!

hehe but it's okay, better than nothing right?

then the emcee tell us the story of Polar Mummy & Polar & Polar bears

do you know that .....

Polar Bear's skin is BLACK?

when emcee asked us, i'm like telling baby "white lah, see the fur white one"

HAHA stupid me.

(ok side note : OMG i just goggled to look for Polar bear's black skin photo & saw this photo of Polar Bear's skin, like those carpet floor mat. i thought the guy murder the polar bear but it turn out that it's the carcass of the polar bear who starved to death

so people, stop global warming, it's killing the polar bears... )

the emcee also told us how heavy & how tall Polar is but I don't remember haha.

& by the way, they have name. but i forget. so I'll stick to Polar & Polar Mummy

(& i remembered this American small boy step on my feet like my feet is cemented to the ground...)

♥ CHAPTER SIX : SPLASH SAFARI ♥

by the time the feeding session for Polar ended, it is only 1.15pm.

baby & i wanted to catch the next show, which is the Splash Safari

heh then we noticed that there is a feeding time for Giraffeeeeeeeeee!

& it is at 1.35pm!

& & im pretty positive that we can feed it by ourselves now, but just that didn't know what food will it be & how much will it be.

so we make our way to the Giraffe house !

baby & i walked there, because it's very near & we still have plenty of time !

we saw mr orchid (i just realise it's peacock LOL)

& i disturb him HAHA i keep "POKKKK POK POK POKKKKKKKK" just to irritate it to open his feather but he totally ignoreme.com

& i disturb these birds too.

i'm telling baby, "eh baby go pluck their hair on the head'

HAHAHAH evil max

i think they are drinking water... & they are called Nayla something

i'm thinking / hoping to see their horns (or whatever it is called) get stuck AHAHA

ok im confirm amberisevil.com

HEHEHEHE MY CHEETAH!

DAMN CUTE & FAT AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

& she is totally looking at my cammie *thumbsup*

good kitten!

ok ok i wanna sayang you so muchhhhhhh~~

AHAHAH TALL BIRD.

orchid. ..

orstrict.

ostrict.

ostrich. (finally correct)

i think she put false eyelashes, so long!

put bottom falsie some more HAHAA

hehe baby asked me to pose with her!

i'm like super scare it will poke/peak my head.

& im serious.

ahahaha ostrich pose with me!

& i think my FOX carrier damn spoiler.

hey proud little bird, what's with your tail?

WAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZUP~

okay this cute little fellow, i don't know what is it, but guess what is he eating?

ya, chicken drumstick.

no wonder he is eating like no one is caring, like even it's Armageddon he will still eat.

& FINALLY

HELLO GIRAFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

though Giffy look very 乖, she is not, totally.

i think all the animals in Singapore Zoo like 饿鬼, all see food = armageddon also never mind!~ (same as the chicken fellow)

feeding her is not cheap -_-

$5 for 6 slices of carrots? (i think zoo keeper give me 1 extra hehe)
if i've known, i would take all my carrots at home & feed Giffy!

I didn't really want it... but baby was telling me it's once in a life time chance.

& i totally didn't regret after feeding it at all ♥

OMGGGGG NO BATTERY ALREADY!!!!!

it's like end of the world for us !!

okay i think Singapore Zoo hired a good zookeeper HAHA

the man is so funny & he makes a good photographer too!

awww ~~~ ラブラブです! (*^_^*)/♥

okay! after feeding Giffy (it was fun!! thanks baby!) we decided to take our time & walk to the Splash Amphitheater! after all we have 1 hour more!

as we walked, we walked pass the tiger cave!

nehhh ~ only 1 picture of lion

okay, i don't really have a thing for lion...... but they are still awesome! *nod head*

baby found this darn cute spot! & i remembered it's quite an insignificant corner..

but it's soo nice, tiny miny waterfall just for us!

*the ring on my neck...*

my baby is just awesome!

next we walked pass the Cheetah Cave!

okay actually i love cheetah but my battery is really running out

(note: do you know the difference between cheetah & leopard?)

ok i admit, the zoo teaches it but i forget so i googled it again.

*note: they are not dead, just being tranquilized for health check (thanks god)*

very easy, see the spot!

"the Cheetah has solid spots on its body whereas the leopard has a rosette pattern." - source

(okay i feel so insulted, the web which i got my knowledge at says KIDS STUFFS)

then baby & i walked to this place & we discovered something cool, make a guess!

oooo can see my dueba blue contact!

ahahha the "cool" thing is behind us!

it's a fridge!

ahahhaha~ actually because baby & me (actually is me) itchy hand... i went to open to lid, thinking maybe free ice cream! ( i also thought it might be rubbish bin)

but it turn out to be a ice cooler, not bad huh.

so we decided to do something that early 20s couple would not do (not that aunty yet)...

HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH

i put our strawberries inside to chill it!

& baby refilled his water & put it inside too!

okay most epic part is baby actually refill the water & scoop ice & put it in the bottle..

after that we buried our food in the ice & waited for like 5 mins (as if it will be chilled enough, but whatever hahah)

i still sat on the ledge to wait for 5 mins while people passed us!

then, i posed with my chilly ichigo!

ooooooo~ i'm the strawberry girl !

i super like this picture! told you baby is an awesome awesome photographer!

i remembered someone wanted to use the restroom, so i hurry pull baby to walk off.

damn embarrassing if people caught what we are doing, BUT! i also don't want to share our newly found magic box with others! (hopefully it will still be there next time we go!)

then as i'm eating my chilly ichigo, there is this angmoh baby in the baby push trolley (?)....( i can't remember the right word for it! it starts with P i know!! )

tooooooooooooooooo bad ! it's only for baby & me ! ♥

so next we went to this cave which is under the "Wild Africa" (which means all those africa animals are inside!!)

can you see what is it? it's the heibi LOL

ok this fellow look damn evil.

i told baby that if you put your hand inside, confirm he will eat it.

& later we joke that, the tortoise (yes it is a TORTOISE) wanted to eat the leaves outside but somehow he wondering why he can't reach it so he camp there LOL

(& after when we finish touring the cave, he still camping at that position.. can fight with Hippo)

oooooooohhhhh~

one of my favourite reptiles, it look so pretty & proud

hehe little dragon type hiding in the rock!

they really like shady place, like baby. can't kena sunlight = if not his exagerration level max

OHHHHHH! tortoise!

cute & peaceful. i think this is something horn something six tortoise!

[edit: ok no, it's star horn tortoise]

close shot, the shell look damn cute HAHA

literally like shifting his whole house

(till now, i still wondering how does tortoise without shell look like, is it jelly like eel? please don't show or tell me. i want my image of tortoise always remain like a tortoise.)

after that, we walk in a tunnel-like cave & we saw tons lot CUTENESS

Z-O-M-G

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS THIS, LOOK LIKE CHIPMUNK, LOOK LIKE THOSE FROM MADAGASCAR (i like to move it move it, she like to move it move it, we like to MOVE IT)

baby & i saw TONS of them, like more than fifty.

some playing hide & seek, some eating, some flirting, some fighting, some mating (okay last one is made up)

had no idea what he doing, picture too blur..

ok i think he is trying to lick his ass.

IM SERIOUS PLEASE MY RABBIT DOES THAT & IT LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME.

not my rabbit, but this is what they do!

just that the chipmunk/squirrel did the opposite way

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

i even caught one walking in action (extreme left)

i keep camp at there, excited like a small kid

they are soooooooo cute, i want 1 or 2 or 3 or 4 to be friends with my rabbits!

but still, baby ask me to keep moving, no time to camp there

seriously, i don't know if it is a cheetah or leopard.

i think both exist in africa..

but i think is leopard, because cheetah are friendly towards me.

OK I JUST REALISE, I SAW THE HEAD.

I DON'T THINK IT'S CHEETAH OR LEOPARD, CAN SOMEONE ENLIGHTEN ME?!

hi little birdie~~

no idea what is it, look like a blue hen with peacock head. LOL

& i tried googling "blue bird peacock head" & just realise, peacock are blue.

hehehe know what it is?

pop-q-pine.

won't it hurt if they stick so close? like being poke by needles.

ok, this fellow.

from the backview you can know that, confirm, extremely, no doubt, zettai, 100%, NAUGHTY MONKEY MAX.

i don't know why but I DON'T LIKE MONKEY!!!

after touring the Wild Africa, it's already 2.12pm, which means, 15mins left!

some more i wanted a good seat, to see all my Antarctic animals ~

hehe i zoomed in to take a pic of baby & chilly ichigo!

love~

as we walked towards the Splash Amphitheater

baby & i walked passed the Free Ranging Orang Utan Boardwalk

any idea what is it...?

yes, a orang utan which look like a furry mat hanging.

actually it's because he saw baby & i eating the strawberry & i tempt him with one HAHA

that's why his hand is like "give me give me!!!"

but i didn't want to, i think it's illegal to do that.

baby damn evil i swear, he use strawberry & temp the big monkey, "come down & i give u"

but obviously the monkey can't come down..

so baby took OUR STAWBERRY & THROW & IT FLY PASS THE MONKEY BY 2 INCH & IT LAND INTO A DUNNO WHICH ENCLOSURE

orang utan really did try to catch it. mad hilarious

& finally, we reached MY ANTARCTICA LAND~

we didn't managed to find any good seat, though we are not exactly in the middle ..

but we were at very front!

i think we were sitting on the floor instead of wooden bench *sorry baby *

HEHEHE 3 FAT FAT PENGUIN!!!

i wanna squeeeeeeeeeeeeze them so badly. LOL

FAT PENGUIN!

no idea why 2 of them have different colours..

then the show started yay !! *clap clap*

slowly 1 by 1, sea animals start swimming in!

i didn't manage to snap a lot, need to save battery.

plus it was only 2.30pm.. i predicted that we still have another 3 hours more to go.

sea dugong!
all i see is a lump of massive fat swimming.
i think it was called the mermaid something .. something gotta do with chinese

then after animals swimming to & fro... finally the main lead appear!

THE CLEVER SEAL !!!!!!!

the clever seal!

he look so shiny & fatty HAHA!

& i swear he is damn clever & photogenic.

HAHA no idea what is it call

but come to think of it, i don't think Antarctica has such bird.

bird would have died there, wings frozen, couldn't fly at all.

clever seal performing stunt #1.

damn good flexibility considering that lumps of fat at the belly & tail

(& i totally ignored the girl's existence. i swear i only saw her NOW)

stunt #2

clever seal is suppose to jump & catch the ball!

okay the bird look damn cute. HEHE

i feel like putting my rabbit on top of it & fly!~

the show was quite fun throughout!

there were quizzes with 4 or 5 kids with the seal.. & thankfully i'm not in it.

because the kid gotta take those raw fish (dead) & throw it to the seal for him to eat.

my face turn when i heard it, i think i will die if i were to do it.

at the end of the show, zookeeper announce that we could take a picture with clever seal

i am pretty excited but i didn't want to go... feeling quite shy hehe (serious.)

but in the end, baby told me don't waste this opportunity!

& he Q with me, but baby didn't take =/

come to think of it, I SHOULD HAVE DRAG HIM WITH ME & TAKE TOGETHER!!

.. still it was a nice ending.

thank you baby! my awesome photographer ♥

oh, zoo took 1 of it too, but i think baby took it nicer.

& I TOLD YOU CLEVER SEAL IS PHOTOGENIC. HE IS LOOKING AT THE CAMERA & IT KISS ME!!!!!

so at the end of the show, baby & i thought that there were another show...

& we checked, YES THERE IS!

Rainforest Fight Back at 1.30pm

...............................

it's 2.50pm & IT IS O-V-E-R

feeling upset, as we said that we gonna catch all the show

but it's alright! after all i still got to spend this awesome day with my awesome baby!

thinking that we still have time to spend, i wanted to go to the Plantation site!

i think when i said it, it kinda bored baby

but my nice nice baby bring me there he didn't complain anything at all.

best boyfriend in the world ♥

so we hop on the tram at Station 3 & take all the way to Station 1

you see, even if baby don't smile, he still look so oh-charming!

hehe~

okay.. i just realise that handsign above my head..

awwww, baby like to sniff me, of course! i smell nice HEHE

OKAY BABY COMPLEXION IS DAMN GOOD.

NICE NOOSE TOO. OMG I'M SO LUCKY!

pardon my weird lump of fats.

love

i think i'm trying to wave at the camera... lol

AHHHHHHHHHH SO CUTEEEEEEEE!!!

seriously, my battery is going to run out & we are still snapping away.

we stopped at Station 2 and beside us is this Garden.

lot's of funny things are growing inside. i didn't manage to take all the funny thing.. but i can confirm one thing

baby is a noob farmer

AW DAMN I REMEMBERED I PASSED BY THIS HOLY LOOKING ORCHID GARDEN & THERE'S EVEN those fan which blew mist out & IF MY CAMERA DIDN'T NEARLY DIED ON ME, I COULD HAVE CAPTURE THAT PRETTY SCENE WITH ME & BABY ON THE CHAIRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!

(okay i just rant a whole chunk of text without any punctuation = very agitated)

i DID NOT ZOOM IN.

this lady finger is damn big & long !!

& damn failure man, the whole walk at plantation site, i only managed to capture this ladyfinger

it sucks when you run out of battery soon & you still have ton of things you wanted to capture!!

seriously baby sucks at identifying plants / vegetables.

he only know how to eat them HAHA

but that make him so cute, i would love to keep this cute baby for a lifetime you know (if can)

we came across lots of funny plants.. seriously it look just like long weeds to me but at least i know how to identify them!

so next !

i wanted to visit the WHOLE ZOO! & baby bring me to the nearest cave which we didn't visit yet!

baby is soooooooooooooooo damn nice. he didn't complain a single thing at all & bring me there ! i'm the luckiest birthday girl on earth ever ever!!

* follow the yellow trail! *

we didn't manage to take any picture of those flying fox.. but their enclosure is damn high.

like those to keep dinosaur in jurassic park lol.

i swear i never saw this

i would never forget such epic cute face LOL

it's tree kangeroo!

(look like kola bear & guinea pig to me..)

next we went to Komodo Cave !

omy have i mentioned that i really like reptiles a lot a lot? no idea why but i love them so much.

the memories of my beloved Nana
i used to have 2 iguanas when i was young... i'm very bonded to the 1st iguana name "nana" (i gave it this name!)

but one fateful morning .. my parent went out & i was in school. i still remembered it is 12.30pm on friday when school ended, my heart suddenly sunk for no reason.

nana fell down from 18th floor at that time..
my dad told me nana was not dead just very injured... & sent her to a reptile zoo.
dad could not tell the zookeeper that it was his pet as we do not have the documents for nana..
so dad told them he found it ... imagine how hard to feeling is.
nana was with us since baby till grown up.

nana was around that size..
after he sent nana to the zoo, he went back again to find nana again but he said all iguana look the same..

deep down actually i know that nana might not make it anymore, he had turned grey & was breathing very slow when he was found at the foot of my HDB flat..

perhaps nana was struggling to stay alive to see my dad one last time before it pass away..
till now i still miss nana very much.. i'm still trying to believe that nana has recovered in reptile zoo & made a lot of new friends there..

i miss you nana, i'm sorry i did not play with you much even though you love to play with me... rest in peace...

2nd iguana i named it nana too, when it came to our family, it was still a baby..
but it drowned to death while trying to drink water in a tub..

my dad said perhaps that nana could not adapt to the environment at home & it refuse to eat... & it grow weaker & weaker each day..

till when it try to drink water in the tub.. it could not climb out & was drowned..

i miss you too nana, i'm sorry that you were so young & little & you met death.. rest in peace..

during the time when i saw the iguana, i was feeling very upset..

baby understand & he knows it & he tried to cheer me up. thank you baby..

oooooooooo a fat komodo dragon! fat & meaty!

if nana is still alive, it would be so fat right now..

oh well.

next we passed by the Gaint Tortoise Cave

all the tortoise look like this.

& i dunno why there is a giant dent on it's back.

& surprisingly it is still kicking alive & well & fat.

i hope my tortoise won't turn out like this... can imagine it's poo poo is maybe as heavy as 1 kg

as baby & i walked towards Sun Bear Cave

we passed by this super pretty place...

& it instantly remind me of ..

ooooooooooooooo Avatar

i wanted to photo shop the picture i took into this effect ..

but can't hahahaha, failed.

i remembered baby stupidly take his hair & my hair & try to connect to the ... no idea what is it call.

walk walk walk,

then we reached the Sun Bear Cave!

the name sound so cute HAHA i'm imagining a bear wearing a sun mask.

ok i tried to google " bear with sun mask "

& i found this epic fail photo ..

.................. i didn't know a bear has such a LONNNNNNNNNNG TONGUE.

i managed to snap some pictures of Mr Bear!

*walking out*

(-____________________-) ok, my some = 2 picture. HAHA failed.

the reason why he is call a sun bear is because his chest has this crescent that look like sun which i totally don't think so.

i think this crest.. makes him a easier target for arrow to shoot.

now, come the real deal (i think)

baby & i chance upon this place.. it's like heaven i tell you.

heavenly beautiful.

battery is already at like 2%, still struggling.

& we wanted to take a picture at this beautiful place... but there is no one nearby to help us..

till we finally spot a guy with his family (don't remember)

i love you

thank you so so much for everything, baby !

can you believe this is taken in a ZOOOOOOOOOO?!?!

i must be damn lucky because my birthday fall around the time of CNY, this is actually a CNY theme..

but it just look so romantic

kenny's dad told me i spoil the picture by placing the plastic bag on my lap...

i'm still trying to cover my fatssssssss, guess i'm wrong

the kiddy & exicted part of me, wanted so so so much to go to the Rainforest Kidzworld !

i wanted to see the GIANT RABBIT & RIDE A PONY!!

ZOMG!! it totally excite me i swear. how gaint is the rabbit? & can i seriously ride the horse without injury it!?

so we walked to Rainforest Kidzworld

the entrance for it is so ...... kiddy that you could not possibly miss it.

i didn't managed to snap a photo of the entrance... save battery for my rabbit & pony.

okay we went in & we feel like a kid. i'm not sure if baby feels like one but i certainly do.

HAHA so colourful & so many small animals~~~~

feel like cuddling them & squeeze them to death LOL

the place isn't that big.. ok bigger than my house.

so anyway, i saw few ponies being "caged" (not sure if that is the correct word) in their "cage".. the place they hold their horse & no it is not call stable!

i went over to the jockey (if he is one) or zookeeper, no idea who he is, the IN CHARGE & said that i wanted to ride !

he straight away reject me & told me "IT IS ONLY FOR KIDS"

okay so now is like that, when u r a kid, u dread to grow old.

so now i'm like pre-adult, i can't enjoy a kid ride.

but seriously i think i won't want to ride it.. i would not want to ride on any living animals.

it kinda mean cruelty to me, unless i'm riding some huge ass animals like elephant.

obviously my 52kg of fats means nothing to it's maybe 20 tonnes of fat.

it's like ant ridding on me = awesome comparison *thumbsup

sooooo feeling darn disappointed (no idea why. i don't want to ride it but it shucks when you r rejected) i went to find my gaint rabbit.

& HA HA HA disappointed too.

the giant rabbit look just like my RABBIT.

so i have a giant rabbit at home.

i thought there would be a lot of GIANT RABBITS but end up only 2 相依为命

okkkk, at least 1 look like a hare to me. (wait i don't think it's a hare)

OK FINE, I JUST SAY IT LOOK LIKE MY RABBIT BUT HAS A HIGHER FAT %.

too bad i didn't have any pictures, i don't even feel like wasting my battery on it

but still, i'm a happy girl with my awesome baby!

baby & i went pass this playpen.. & inside is filled with goats/lambs.

i went over to pat them, awwwwwwwwwwwwww so cuteeeeeeee!!!

is it a goat or lamb??

ahahah disturbing but i like !

i saw this young fellow trying to eat the leaf outside the playpen.. so i suppose that he/she can eat it ..

so, baby & i start gathering all the fallen leaves around us & feed them !!

nom nom nom

HAHA I PURPOSELY PUT THE LEAVE DAMN FAR AWAY SO THE MEH MEH TRYING DAMN HARD TO EAT & SNATCH !!

finally picutres !!

okay then people surrounding us start to follow suit.

i particularly like to feed the small goat... baby like to feed the fatter one

so after 5 mins or so, the zoo keeper came out of his office & told us not to do it.

i just nodded okay & when he went back to his guard room, i continue to feed, till baby drag me off.

*bye meh mehs*

so we went into Kampung House

& i was horrified.

A HUGE ASS FAT FAKE PLASTIC COCKROACH ON THE WALL.

TONS OF RATS ( i like them but fake one is ewwwww).

(see the mouse so cuteeeeeee !!)

& best, I HATE MANNEQUINS. especially those really look like human.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

on a side note:

i once had a dream about mannequins. i was ALONE in a female departmental store & there's tons of mannequins on display.

i tried to find my way out but i was stuck. I was hoping very hard those mannequins won't come alive but holly, it somehow read my mind & EVERY OF IT WAS ALIVE & CHASE ME AROUND !!!!!

too freaky for me to snap pictures of them. pay me & i might not even want it.

1 trillion maybe (inside joke)

after that, it was around 4.15pm.

baby & i hurry to the boat dock to take our boat!! the map says that the last ride is 5.30pm

baby very clever, make use of the boat to ferry us back to somewhere near the zoo entrance, so we won't have to take tram back hehehehe

but as we wake to the boat dock.... we saw ......... HORSE CARRIAGE!!

OH MYYYYYYYYYY~~~

i've actually spotted one when touring the zoo earlier on... & baby asked me if i wanna sit, i didn't want it.

i feel that it is consider as animal cruelty

horse should be living in rich green hills with ample of fresh grass & gallop everywhere safe & freely!! (that pretty much applied to any other animals/insect)

i strongly believe that human should not take another life of a living thing for own consumption.

horse horse & my spastic face

if i have a horse, i wanna to name it "horsey"

but now come to think of it .. it sound like "hor sin" in hokkien which means, fly (insect) (*￣m￣)

baby touched him/her too & baby said that the horse very strong, can feel how strong the muscle... i can't feel anything. i can only feel that horse very nice to touch hehe

[this is soooooooo irritating that i cannot snap more pictures of horse horse because battery dying!!!]

if i'm not wrong, the horse carriage is just standing outside of the dock!

so we went to the dock but the next ferry have not arrived.. i think each interval is 30mins.

so we waited... & there's a pushcart beside us.

they are selling beer (i think) & some chips.

the chips are saying "hi amber, COME EAT MEEEEEEEEE"

& they whisper, "i'm $5 per pack"

(seriously overpriced when outside is selling for only $2 or so)

so baby & i give it a miss...

& we wait & wait & wait....

THE BOAT ARRIVED !!!!!

i thought that baby & i can have the boat all for ourselves.. but seems like there's another family.

so baby & i choose the seat at the very end !

i was hoping to see some animals in the pond/sea/river but the guide told us this

"there's nothing much here. only trees & mangroves"

awesome.

so by knowing this.. it means i can save time & energy trying to find something in the pond/sea/river & spend more quality time with baby

& something unexpected happen..

no the boat didn't capsized ...

it's ...

oh my !!!

baby seriously caught me surprised !!

hehehe i''m so glad i've found such a wonderful boyfriend!!

thank you baby so so so so so much !!

which girl doesn't love surprises?

thanks for buying it for me when you're still tight on cash..

your love & actions means a lot to me!

but seriously till now, i have no idea how did baby manage to get that sunglass for me when we were literally sticking to each other every day!

few days ago before my birthday... baby & i went to Wisma.

& we went in the River Island store & the sunglasses there caught my attention.

then baby say i look nice in it & asking if i like it... (but he didn't buy it on the spot)

i wanna take some pictures when at the boat.. & the kind guide helped us !

we look very tired ~

hehehe 我 kiss 你 !

& finally the boat reached "Boat Dock 1"

it look something like tekong when we arrived..

& i wore the pretty sunglass & took pictures with baby!

(sadly this frame like too big for me... so baby & i went back to change other design )

so finally... we are done with the touring

baby & i walked to the one & only (i think) gift store just located near the zoo entrance

the one shaded in yellow!

& we amused ourselves very much inside

we are not suppose to take pictures with their merchandise on us..

but we did it discreetly !

hehe i put on the white tiger hat because i love white tiger a lot!

baby has the panda hat!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!

baby so cute!!!! (but i have no idea why that pose)

EHEHEHE me in the white tiger hat

& we tried on the giraffe hat!

well... i'm the one who initiate this pose ahahah~

eheheheheh! i'm glowing in the dark wufuuu!!

seeeeeeeeee, even my teeth is glowing!

i think i'm blessed to be born with awesome set of nice teeth!

i'm a witch ! wu -ha !

but seriously the plastic bag ...

baby with his "i'm going to charm you" pose .

we didn't get anything inside ... because all their stuffs are ridiculously overpriced.

then the mega fat babuya complained he is hungry.

so we went to KFC~

i didn't eat anything other than coconut pie (which baby introduced me & it was DAMN NICE)

because i didn't support the way of how KFC slaughter the chickens.

i believe though it might be just ME don't eat it.. 1 person can also make a difference.

i helped baby to order (i always do).. & thanks to my HAPPY BIRTHDAY badge, i got 20% !!

awwww, no pictures here... because battery officially died.

after baby have eaten.. i feeling nostalgic to leave the place

so baby & i still walked around the almost-empty zoo.

& we passed by this FISH Spa shop.

it's whereby millions (ok i've exaggerate) of small fishes & eating ur dead skins on your leg!

it's damn sad that we didn't take any photos or videos..

it is around $10 for 20 mins i think.

student price is cheaper.. but too bad baby didn't bring his NYP card.

though is he over that age but he still look like a poly student!

then the lady told us to wash our leg... fearing we will poison & stink the whole fish tub

the washing process is funny (we washed ourselves) !

it is also damn troublesome because we have to take out our covered shoe... & it will be so uncomfortable to wear socks later on!

ok & so we proceed back to the fish tub..

like i say, i think all the animals in the zoo are like forever hungry.

even the fishes!!

we have not even put our feet down the water.. they must be thinking ..

fish 1 : OMG LOOK!

fish 2 : HUMANS !!

fish 3 : DEAD SKINS!!!

fish 4 : COME TO MAMA!!!

fish 5 : NO THEY ARE MINEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

.......................................

i think we wasted 5 - 10 mins deciding to put our feet in it a not...

the tub have 2 side, 1 warm 1 cold...

& a lot of times i tried to forcefully force baby's leg into the tub but he was so chicken !

so FINALLY, we put our damn feet inside... (baby put it first) & it feel good!!

it was ticklish (baby was laughing throughout the session) & i keep moving to the region which have more fish!

i prefer small fishes.. & will reject those fat one.

small one gotta eat more! fat one should just 减肥

& when the session ended.. i tried to drag time like asking the lady question while our feet still inside... & thinking of extending but baby say it's okay, he said that there's still next time!

(actually i did take some photos.. but it's stored in my broken-into-2-piece-clamshell-LG-pink-ice cream-phone-that-baby-buy-for-me)

& so... we left the store & went to wait for bus home ...

*******************

it was an awesome experience..

i hope that my next birthday with baby would be fun too!

thank you baby for so much you have done for me...

if can, i would love to make your next birthday a fun one too!!

i love you baby

thank you.

life

2010-02-09T17:06:00.002+08:00

at any point of life, it will surely sucks.

but don't cry, cos everything will be fine.

as long as you remain positive, stay happy,

nothing can bring you down.

remember,

you mind & heart is the most powerful tools on this world.

smile & everything will be fine.

i miss you

2010-02-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

baby,

i miss you

how i wish that right now, i can be in your arms :(

from your beloved amber baby ♥

bus

2010-02-02T09:12:00.002+08:00

i totally dislike sitting on bus which is like 5 degree cold.

can't even sleep properly...

:'(

delay

2010-02-01T18:10:00.005+08:00

okay, apparently the things that ought to be done on friday is not yet done.

i think i'm screwing myself hahaha.

~~~

& you know there's like a 2nd Tammy from RP?

for sake people, stop harassing her & make her life more miserable.

why must you guys be such a busybody & spread pictures of her's in the internet?

if you saw it, then forget it. why bother downloading it & telling others?

& worst, post it in forum & let people comment on it?

if you do not like people to treat you in a way you dislike, then do not do it on others

get a life people, life is too short for you so why bothering making others' life miserable?

to do

2010-01-29T14:50:00.003+08:00

i think i've screwed my year 1 up, but even so, i still wanna study for my UT3.

TO DO:

1) finished hiragana 練習

2) change blogskin

3) cut my nails & paint my nails

4) study for accounts p1-p5

がんばってねあやこ!

2010-01-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

i'm reading this manga & tears just rolled down.

i'm thinking of the old you.

please come back.

i fell for the old you.

Boy

2010-01-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

today i found a stray jack russel &i name him "boy"

i fed him with dog food & i hope he feels a little better now

May God bless Boy.

help

2010-01-27T14:48:00.001+08:00

someone help me, i need to break through all these..

amber has never done this :'(

Study Plan

2010-01-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

FA 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15

love

2010-01-18T10:51:00.002+08:00

when i think of you, i smiled.

there are so much so much i wanna to say, but i just didn't know how to put in across with words.

i just want to thank you, for every single things you have done for me.

thank you thank you thank you so much baby.

i love you kenny

i hope that i can do more for you

orange juice every morning, promise okay?

confirmed

2010-01-14T13:28:00.005+08:00

ありえない！！~

I've been confirmed a place at Cotton On! I didn't really thought they will re-contract me again because I have been changing schedule quite often

still...
although working can be sometimes irritating, but the thoughts of having more おかね ... makes me

YAHOO!!

ng kee teng pretty

2010-01-13T12:54:00.003+08:00

Hi my name is ng kee teng. I am amberlene's friend. HEEHEEHEEHEE.

O_o

(T.T)/'''

2010-01-12T16:56:00.003+08:00

i really don't want to go work ..
たすけて ~~~

がんばって

2010-01-11T13:11:00.003+08:00

okay, i know i'm going to flung my B215 terribly. but honestly there isn't any time for me to save this tragic from happening .... (¬_¬)

so i have decided that i will study べんきょう real hard so that i can promote to year 2.

i have realised that i got so much to do & wanna to accomplish.

hello, i'm 20 this year. got to do something more meaning & accomplish much more for myself.

i will work hard. (^_-)-☆

がんばって!!

2010 Resolutions

2010-01-04T10:22:00.003+08:00

it seems like everyone has plan for their 2010 Resolutions.
i think i have to list down mine because every sucess has a start!

okay. 2009 i have met lots of people and been through lots of stuff.

2009 i have met God. i have met Kenny.
i have learnt st jazz & popping & got to know more dancers.
more awesome friends like Chansee, Martin blah blah.

get out of the horrible love with you-know-who & settled things unsaid & undone 5 years ago with somone.

got my heart broken & tormented for 1 month.
but got healed back by friends like Kieloong hahahaha.

had a crush on an awesome good friend who is now at NYC & thanks to him,
that's how i know & adore God too.

finally, met Kenny in facebook (yes, facebook!) & now still in love :)

2009 is pretty good for me. just that whatever left undone or unsaid, its all over yeah.

~~~

for 2010!

- write down my schedule religiously on my planner book
- honour the schedule i submit for Cotton On
- maximum of changing of schedule is only 1 times per month
- save $100 of pay every month
- stay over at Kenny's place only when needed
- stop taking cab home every night
- eat medicine daily
- stop lying to parent about why i did not went home
- once i hit 20, i will tell them i will go Kenny house to overnight
- go to school daily religiously (zzzz)
- try my damn best not to -0.5
- go back to church & i really want to
- maintain relationships with people around me
- start my running plan
- go home everynight
- have more time for my rabbits & dad
- stop being so sensitive (HELLLO 20 liao!!)
- start to have the habit of cleaning up when room in mess

there!
i feel much better right now haha :)

cry

2010-01-02T20:12:00.003+08:00

times & times i want to cry
but i held back

sometimes i cry when no one is looking
i think there is no point in crying in front of you, in front of anyone anymore

because when i cried in front of you once,
i will cried in front of you twice, then thrice, then continue & continue...

sadly by then,
you will think that my tears are just water tap leaking...
but do you know,
every human tears are priceless.

including mine. for one day..
i might not cry for you anymore.

miss

2009-12-21T00:43:00.001+08:00

i feel so small for missing you so much everyday.
how i wish that i could stop missing you that much.
sigh.

& today baby dye my hair for me !
:D baby is the best!!

baby

2009-12-14T13:59:00.002+08:00

when the world stop spinning,
when the plant stop breathing,
when the river stop flowing,
when the wind stop blowing,

i will still stand by here,
i will still love you,
even if the world is coming to the end,
you will be my last love.

udon

2009-12-11T12:18:00.002+08:00

i've been eating udon with fried chicken daily from w1 japanese stall.
& i just realise it will be the last day i got to eat it.
and i wanna to eat the wedges with the 2 funny sauces so much, but i'm coughing like hell.

:( sayonara udon kun. i won't get to see you till 3 weeks later..
hope u still taste nice by then.

~~~

you know you know, it really very fun to read other's blog, especially food blog.
& i came across this interesting blog, which the author blog about her findings of food & more.

sadly, i've came to realise singapore is missing lots of awesome snacks.
now, imagine Chocolate + Caramel
& MAC cadbury chocolate caramel milkshake.
i swear any sweet stuffs with caramel rocks.

oh mama~

health

2009-12-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

baby always told me that health is very very important, and that he wanted a healthy girlfriend too!

i think i'm starting to get what he meant, healthy.
a lot a lot of things might be still the same if my dad is still as healthy as before.
i might still be staying at taman jurong.
i might be able to stay out as late as i want.
rabbits might have a happier life.
i might have more freedom.
my monthly allowance will not be as pathetic as now.

most importantly,
my relationship with my family might be closer, better.

so any of you out there, reading this post now,
go drink some water, tell yourself to sleep early tonight.
eat more fruits & vegetables, exercise frequently.
& love your body, like how you love your other half.

xoxo and God bless you.

2009-12-08T12:24:00.002+08:00

sometime i just wish that i can have the whole of lovely afternoon just for myself.

no parent,
no rabbits,
no strangers,
no friends,
no kenny (impossible but..)

only myself,
my bed,
my room,
my laptop,
aircon,
water,
& some cookies.

sick

2009-12-07T09:12:00.002+08:00

poor little amber is sick.
down with flu & cough.
she killed lots & lots of trees.

she needs & wants her baby :(
for her baby will give her warmth & make her feel better.

on the lighter side, today is a special day!
Happy 5 months baby!
so amber is not so poor thing afterall!

♥

love

2009-12-04T10:22:00.002+08:00

the greatest gift one could ever received, is to be accepted & being loved.
the kiss you gave, melt away all my sorrows & sadness.
the love you gave, is unconditional

baby i'm really glad that you came back, i'm glad that i can hug you to sleep again.
i'm glad that i can kiss you again. i'm glad that i can hold your hand & niao niao you again.
the day you left, make me realised how much i need & love you.
thanks for coming back baby.

i promise i will put it more than ever for you, for this relationship.
i love you baby, very very much.

♥ Kenny Sim

"Love has no cause, for love is unconditional"

happy girl

2009-12-04T09:22:00.001+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! :D

AMBER IS A HAPPY GIRL NOW
KICKING ALIVE WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

:D

happy

2009-12-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

1 sentence, 12 word, 1 question mark makes me darn happy.

thank you ! :)

2009-12-03T12:57:00.001+08:00

stuck

2009-12-03T11:11:00.002+08:00

u know, i wanted to go find you after school.
but you have test tomorrow, i don't wish to disturb u.

i'm so stuck..

God

2009-12-03T10:08:00.003+08:00

Dear God,
please help me through & pull me through this darkest moment in my life..

in less than 30 days it will be end of 2009..
it has been super awesome,
i've met awesome friends & got to know you God.
i've dance & participate in big bang events like KO night & TBG ...

& i have also met Kenny, who has left a big impact in my life..
i pray that God can help me & give me strength...

let 2009 end happily for me..

killed

2009-12-03T09:43:00.002+08:00

why are you doing all these to someone you love?
did i really do anything wrong?

all those small little things which add up can really caused a break up?
then those whatever thing i have done for you means nothing?

feel like dying now..
esp when phone can't use at all..

haha.. haha..

tried

2009-12-02T20:55:00.002+08:00

i dunno what to do..
i dunno...

maybe it will be best if i does not need to wake up anymore...

taurus

2009-12-02T19:08:00.002+08:00

i yahoo-ed some info about taurus guys..
they said that most of them won't return to their gf when break up.

are you like this?

i guess i might lose my bet afterall.
a gamble i will regret for life..

"i will come back to you if i really love you"
even if you never come back..
at least i know & i can feel that ...

for the past 5 months...
i know you did love me..

phone

2009-12-02T18:55:00.001+08:00

can you call me...
because today might be the last day that i can hear your voice...

phone gonna terminated by tomorrow..
can you call me...
if i mean anything to you...

kenny

2009-12-02T18:04:00.003+08:00

they said that home is the most comforting place to be..
they said that it's best to be at your own bed when you are sad..

but why do i feel more pain when i'm at home, in my own room?

i saw your SUB shirt on my chair, your SUB pants hanging by the window..
your japanese sweets on top of my speaker..
my room smells like your room..

my bed... with your blanket & chocolates..
your jacket & the pyjamas you wore...

every single in my room makes me think of you even more..
everything..

even the LRT station.. i think of you..
the first time we ever met..

i want to go back to you.. i don't mind even if these shits will happened again..
i realised my bad..

i wanted to hold you, but you tell me not to think about what you said in the past.
i'm afraid that if i'm being too forceful, everything will backfired..

many many times i look at my phone..
i hope that you will call.. i hope that you will sms me...

even this morning, im waiting for your call at 7am..
i actually thought you did call me 3 times, but it turn out to be my alarm...

i really wished to hug you again..
how much i've cried equals to how much i have put in for this relationship...

if you call me now.. ask me to meet you..
i will go find you.. no matter what time no matter where..

i really miss you a lot, very much.
those times we shared.. those pictures we took...
where are you...

i did not dare to sms you ... is not because i don't want to give in..
is because i did not dare..
i wanted to tell you how much i miss you..
i wanted to tell you how much i want to see you..
i wanted to let you know how much how much how much i love you..

i wanted to hold your arms again..
i wanted to help you take off your boots & socks...
i wanted to help you undress your army clothes..
i wanted to help you massage your leg, your back, your head, your hand..
i wanted to niao niao you...
i wanted to drink your vitamin c, your ribena, your honey, your liang teh..
i wanted to tug you in bed..
i wanted to sayang you till you sleep..
i wanted to pat you till you sleep..
i wanted to hug you from behind and sleep..
i wanted to dota with you..
i wanted to watch anime with you..
i wanted to watch movie with you..
i wanted to eat this & that with you..
i wanted to hold your hands again..
i wanted to lie on you again..
i wanted to kiss you again...

can you see how much i missed you...?
can you feel my pain..
can you feel my tears...

i'm sorry... sorry for the childness.. sorry for those questions...

i'm sorry...
i love you...

wonder

2009-12-02T18:00:00.002+08:00

i wonder will you think of me when you off work..
i wonder will you think of me when you took off your shoe..

i miss you very much..
please tell me its a lie..

cant contain

2009-12-02T16:00:00.002+08:00

i can't hold it anymore..
finally managed to let it all out when everyone left the class.

& i'm using the tissue packet you gave me ytd before i left..
it seems like you know i will use it..

i'm listening to Black & Blue,
& remembered that day when you waited 3 hours at Mac.

you told me the 3 hours are like hell, & it passed damn slow..
but now... it seems like i'm going to go through it..

not just 3 hours..
few days.. few weeks.. few months...
maybe... forever..

can i call you

2009-12-02T15:54:00.002+08:00

can i call you?
i miss your voice.
i miss those days.

i'm tearing in class..

why does things have to turn out this way...
i'm so addicted to you..

delusion

2009-12-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

if everything is okay...
i would be meeting you in 2 hours 5 mins time..

i would be in your arm, hugging & mogu mogu you..
drinking the fruit juice you promised ...

will you please call me ........ or sms me ............
surprise me, telling me to meet you as usual ....

but.. it's all just a delusion.

time

2009-12-02T15:24:00.001+08:00

time passed so slow without you..

the thought of not being able to hug you again...
feels like something is eating me inside out.

medicine

2009-12-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

i think i'm going to flood my blog for now...
tons of posts just in 1 day haha

i ate my medicine & i thought of you..
thought of what you wrote on the cover..

& it set me thinking,
if you love me, why would you want to leave..
you know, any more tons of shit i can still take it..
i will take it & i dont mind...

i mind nothing at all..
now baby, where are you...

i love you

2009-12-02T13:34:00.002+08:00

i'm taking this gamble.. this bet.. that might make me regret for life..
even if i will find another guy & fell all in love with him ...
you will still be my biggest regret if you never ever come back.

i trust, i believe...
that you love me & you will come back..
please don't dashed my hope okay?

i wait for you.. just like how i wait for you through your BMT.
just hope that you will remember those times we shared & let down everything..

& come back to my side..
i love you baby... baby...

verge

2009-12-02T13:11:00.002+08:00

seriously, all these pain are killing me slowly..
i miss you very much..

i wish to sms you.. i want to hear your voice..
i want to and i don't mind to go back ...

but,
will you still accept me?

wonder

2009-12-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

i wonder,
do you miss me .............

:'(

Day 1

2009-12-02T11:22:00.002+08:00

in class now .. i think i am able to cry anytime.
anytime........

i miss you very much...

hmm

2009-11-30T00:16:00.002+08:00

i'm actually waiting for baby to call me when he reached home.. & being a good girlfriend, i think that i should wait for him to sleep, then i can get to sleep too.

well it's not really a torture, but i think it's rather a blessful (if there's such word) thing to do!
it's like waiting for your husband to reach home.. just that we are still not at that stage yet. HAHAHAHAHA~

~~~~~~~

it will be Cotton On Induction in 2 days time!
i wonder how is it like to work there..
& baby kenny if you see this, i wanna to let you know that..

please don't worry. my heart is yours.
nothing is going to change & nothing will change even if i start working.
cross my heart, i love you, only you.

xoxo; amber baby

baby

2009-11-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

i love my baby very very much.
yes, very very much.

club

2009-11-24T16:36:00.003+08:00

have it happened to you,
that when some songs are being played,
inevitably,
you will think of whoever it is,
although you did not have,
any emotion attached,
to that person anymore?

well, i hope that i will have the chance to club with baby.

flaws

2009-11-24T13:24:00.003+08:00

till the day i am able to accept my flaws, i will be a better person.
but i swear, it is very very hard & sad.

but life still goes on.

xoxo.

wish

2009-11-22T16:36:00.002+08:00

Dear Santa Claus,
I have a small yet long time wish,
I wish for this Christmas,
you can give me a pair of nice leg or better skin.

thank you.
Amber

new job

2009-11-22T14:17:00.003+08:00

in my wildest dream (okay not really), i'm going to work for Cotton On which means
$$ rolling into Amber's wallet!

& baby bought me the River Island wallet which is damn pretty & i swear it's the prettiest wallet I ever had!
thank you so so so much baby!

pictures shall be up real soon & ytd is my first time bowling!
finally after 19 years i know what is strike... but i don't really know what is spare yet.
HAHAHAHA.

okay world has been kind to me as up till now.
& thank you God for everything.

love love money money
:D

menses

2009-11-20T09:02:00.002+08:00

you know, mood change when you have menses.
i don't know if this apply to everyone but definately for me.

my mood & emotion is totally being a bitch when i have menses.
& sad enough, it is affecting my feel for my baby.

i don't know if feel is the right word, but it is disturbing.
i know i still love baby.
i hope this darn feeling will fly away please.

i need a healthier life, to control my stupid hormones & mood from swinging like nobody business.

rich rich rich

2009-11-18T15:18:00.002+08:00

living in an oh oh world,
Amber wants to be a rich rich girl

xoxo

love

2009-11-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

i can't describe how lucky i am to be with kenny baby

silly times we shared, will never be forgotten :)

baby helping me to tie my hair on train

how many guys will do that? so sweet & silly & cute.

baby, you have a whole life time to play with my hair
love you lots.

xoxo

stay strong

2009-11-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

though the times we spent together are longer & longer...
the message & calls you gave me get shorter & shorter...

you might not know it..
i might not really tell you...

sometimes i know you are busy..
exams & eating..

but it's okay.
i will still stay strong,
& hope that 1 day you will sms & call me as much as before

xoxo

it's you

2009-10-23T10:45:00.004+08:00

baby,
it's you.
you who mean so much to me.
a world to me.

it's you.
that i didn't wanna to let go of my hand.
tons of shits & problem
but it's you.
that makes me stay strong.

thank you for yesterday night.
start with shits, end with love.

i know it now.

\(-_- )//('-' )//( ^-^)/ lil'KennyZz -( o_o )-/( ^0^)//( *>*)\ says:
yes i love u...
very much i guess

i love you very much too.

あいたいです

2009-10-22T17:21:00.005+08:00

ケニ -;

あいたいです
あなたのことをずっとかんがえている

..

2009-10-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

i want to be happy

i want to smile everyday

i want to...

crazy hair

2009-10-19T13:17:00.005+08:00

HAHA class is fun today.
tons of fun loving peeps!

we're playing & messing each other hair ~
& i've video the awesome footage of the epicness HAHAHAHA!

shall i upload in facebook & tag everyone? ^-^*

(edit: & baby just told me that the video is 12GB . . . . )

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

i've applied a job at Rubi @ Cotton On at Orchard ION!
pray that i'm able to get this job man.
i promise i will work for long.
HAHAHA!

i miss you

2009-10-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

waiting ..
waiting for your sms or call ..

i didn't dare to sms or call ..
i'm afraid that i will disturb you..
& i also dunno what to say either..

but i jus miss you voice..
i just miss you...

waiting..
is just a painful feeling.

& when i miss you, i will find things that reminds of you.
honey milktea with jelly,
ur dance video.

i miss you..
i miss the old mogu mogu you.

> : (

2009-10-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i'm getting pissed off by a stupid flash player!

some songs on my playlist is totally wrong.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

black hair

2009-10-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

as i was watching BoA - I did it for love video,
i suddenly miss my black hair.

:(

Justin Bieber

2009-10-17T20:10:00.001+08:00

this guy is freaking awesome.

Justin Bieber with the ~~tender~~ age of 15
makes me addicted to "One Time"

thanks to Honey, this song is really awesome.

seriously i didn't know its a guy singing.
until i youtube for the MTV & i saw a guy picture, i was still not convinced.

till i wiki it & OMY.
its really a him. HAHAHAHA!

finally

2009-10-17T19:14:00.003+08:00

finally a new layout.
the top banner wasted 2 hours of my time.

& its Deepavali today.

i am supposed to bring bunny to trim his teeth.
but vet practice is closed on PH.

soo i spend my long long long long long long long day at home.
my blog look so pretty now.

but i need a new playlist.

however, playlist on playlist.net mixpod.com myflashfetish.com imeem.com
is totally

NOT WORKING PROPERLY
SCREW YOU 4 MAJOR PLAYLIST ON INTERNET !!

i miss you

2009-10-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

i miss you.
i miss the old you.

the silly mogu mogu you.

sigh.

updates

2009-09-29T11:31:00.002+08:00

as the music played, i scroll down & look at previous post.
& i suddenly feel the word "love"

how amazing a simple 4 letters word can be.
Love is the best thing God has created.

will be updating soon. hell lots of pictures waited to be edited.
& a new layout is needed.

never be the same

2009-09-28T15:06:00.001+08:00

life will never ever be the same without you.
this pain i cant take it any longer.

i yearn for you.
i yearn for your touch.
i miss everything of you.
i need you so badly.
i love you very much.
i always misses you.

tears rolling ain't going stop.
i do not wish to let go of this bliss.

so if you still need me,
call me.
i will be there.
i promise.

i love you.

To the one I love

2009-09-17T20:58:00.004+08:00

To the one I love

To the one I love,
thank you for loving me,
thank you for choosing me,
thank you for being with me all the time,
thank you for everything you have done.

nothing much i can say,
but only thank you.

- Amber

tainted

2009-09-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

you are an angel, so white so pure..
i'm just a fallen one, with such a tainted past.

an angel like you shouldn't be with a fallen like me..

but still.. i wish that fate will be mercy,
to always have an angel like you by side.

no matter how i try to erase, the tainted past is still there.
no matter how hard i tried to hide, the tainted past is still there.

Amber with a tainted past..

only one with a kind soul who can accept with all his heart, will then free Amber from all these tainted thoughts..

& i thank God that you are my angel.
an angel who free me & accept my tainted past.

thank you kenny sim.

2 months

2009-09-07T12:18:00.004+08:00

Happy 2 months Baby ♥

baby, i'm glad that i've waited.
i'm thankful that you have choosen me.

i'm definately very happy with you.

thank you for loving me.

i love you baby

lots of loves & hugs,
Amber baby

sad

2009-09-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

i feel so sad now :(
how i wish mummy & papa can be more open.
if only i can just stay out as & when i want, with no more further questions.

sigh.
baby i miss you.

what i want is more freedom.
i think i can be a damn happy Amber when i have...

1) more money
2) more time
3) unlimited love
4) better health
5) more freedom

but like baby said, guess every human will be happy when they have those.

uncertainty

2009-09-03T15:09:00.001+08:00

i dunno exactly why will i feel this way.
& i hate myself for feeling this way.
esp when you did nothing wrong & you are absolutely wonderful.

at this point of time, i did not need anything.
i only yearn for your hug.

perhaps because its really shitty & unfair that at the first 2 months of our relationship, you are in camp.
1 week, we can only see each other 1 or 2 days. sometimes, even 2 weeks, or 1 week i couldn't get to see you.

is it true?
that if we are able to pass through this, we will be stronger?

i feel lost.
i'm afraid that my love for you will fade.
i'm afraid that my love for you will be gone.
i'm afraid that we will break up eventually if all these shit ass feelings keep on haunting me.

i dunno why am i feeling this way.
insecure? it feels like its been 14days since we have met, even though its only 4 days.

so please, saturday come fast please..
i know that all these soon will be over if i can get to hug you again...

i guess that afterall, what i'm truly afraid of is losing you.
& i ~~still~~ love you.
no more still, it will always be.

screw these shitass feelings.

[edit]
HAHAHHA. okay. seems like emo day has strike me for that moment.
now im feeling better.
& certain.
[/edit]

gone

2009-09-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

bunbun has passed away..
i'm not in a very good mood to blog about anything.. although there are so much i wanna say..
i guess before deciding to write again, i should do a proper tribute post for bunbun..

until then..
good bye.

bunbun, i miss you.
i pray that you will be a happier bunny up there.
i love you, bunbun

natsumatsuri

2009-08-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

the day when baby & i went to this authentic japanese ramen house for lunch..

he asked me if i've been to any Singapore NatsuMatsuri.

then i just realised.
the time when he asked that question,

is the day when NatsuMatsuri is held in Japanese Primary School

either he know its that day, or either its too coincidental.

stomach bursting weekend!

2009-08-26T12:35:00.003+08:00

22th Aug 2009

the night before, baby told me that his ferry will be around 11.30am on saturday because he passed his IPPT (i think).
then that silly boy, called me on saturday 10 plus am.. & said he need to stay back for RT (??) & can only booked out around 4pm..

i guess i'm used to it already.

BUT.
around 1pm baby called me & told me not to go find him.
he asked me rest cos i told him i hurt my ankle again.
THEN.
he asked me go washed up & tell me

"I'm reaching your house already"

!@#$%^&**&^%$#
stunned.
so afterall, he took 11.30 am ferry & cabbed down to fajar to bring me & visit the sensei.
AHH BABY!!! ♥

then we cabbed to Toa Payoh, but i didn't want to visit the sensei. $$$
end up, we go to his house.

reached his house & we washed up & we went to town!
i took baby to this authentic japanese ramen shop at orchard plaza to have our lunch.
& when we reached there, its 5.30pm..

the shop only opened at 6pm .
so, baby bring me to the ramen shop he recommend, but no much feel for it..
the ramen shop looked more cozy ~

we end up eating the dope pontian wanton noodle to kill time.
baby love it (:

after that, its only 5.45pm, so i end up ordering almond paste, 2 tang yuan, 14pcs fried wonton, 1 cup of mango juice.

& its around 6.10pm !
we went back to the japanese ramen shop & we ordered a bowl of upsize miso ramen with charsiew & 5 gyoza

was quite bloated after the meal!

after that,
we went to wisma f21 first then orchard ION to shop & its really big.
we walk here & there, we end up same place.
& i saw a very nice red cotton jacket (baby thinks its pretty too!)

trying very hard to kill time..
because the movie i secretly booked is 11.30pm & its only 8.30pm that time.

sooooooooo, baby suddenly crave for the milk shaved we ate at far east plaza.
initially i didn't want to go there.. FEP like very far from Cine :(
however we still end up at FEP.

this time round, we ate..
First Kiss & Funny Valentine !

after that, ITS ONLY AROUND 9PM !!!
..............................
we went out & i saw the mogu mogu shop..
we went in & instantly, unknowingly, we ordered..

1 bowl of creamy mushroom rice (SUPER NICE!)
1 bowl of miso soup
1 portion of chawanmushi
1 cup of coke float

...............................................................................
i have no idea why we end up eating AGAIN.
but the rice is super niceeeeeeee!!

i think i took 30mins to finish to rice HAHAHHA!
so its around 930pm, baby & i were thirsty..
we ordered 1 cold ocha~ its super thirst quenching, so we end up ordering 2 more cups.

HAHAHAHAHHA!!
when its around 10pm, baby found out i've ordered ticket & despite feeling darn tired, he still wanna go. (sorry baby :( )

after mogu mogu, we went in FEP & slack, but shops are 98% closed.
so we sit down & blow air con ~
then time passed, its around 10.50pm, we went to toilet & played the "blind man" game.
& i passed this hair extension shop & enquire abt it,
end up it cost around $200 for my hair =.=

then we MRT to somerset & we walked to cine.
upon reaching Cineleisure, we realise we should come cine slack.
HAHAHAH!

we got our ticket & bought 1 cup of zapple.
& i am darn full.

UP is nice.
the bird & the babies r cute. HAHAHAH they look so round & fat!

& i always love it.. when baby lie down on me & my arms around him, that i can pat his head ♥
its a feeling of love. irreplaceable feeling. ♥ ♥ ♥

then! after movie... we eat again.
i ordered Spinach Quiche from Gloria & craving for hot chocolate, but baby spend alot alot already.
after quiche, i craved for bacon. HAHAHAH.
we went to Botak Jones & bought 2 slices of bacon & 1 cup of onion.

then we cabbed home.

so, we have ate..

x1 wanton noodle
x1 mango juice
x1 almond paste
x2 tang yuan
x14pcs fried wanton
x1 upsize miso ramen with charsiew
x5ps gyoza
x1 first kiss
x1 funny valentine
x1 mogu mushroom rice
x1 chawanmushi
x1 miso soup
x1 coke float
x3 cold ocha
x1 zapple
x1 spinach quiche
x2 bacon
x1 cup of onion

i think baby spent close to $100 for foods & cab.

23th Aug 2009

kenny媽媽 cooked nice food for us!
we eat the rice & the sauce tau pok, egg, meat, beancurd.
i fried onion egg for baby & me!

then after that we just slacked at home.
& we eat the rice again =.=
this time i fried sunny side up for baby!
FINALLY I MAKE A 90% PERFECTO SUNNY!!

after that, baby bring me to the nearest 4D shop & i buy 4D for papa.
then when reached home, kenny媽媽 is home from work~

i end up hungry again ... then kenny媽媽 joked to baby that i might be pregnant & they both laughed very loud, esp baby.
=.= if only my mum will joke this way too.

then kenny媽媽 end up frying vegetables & fishcake for our dinner.
so we had our dinner... & after awhile, its time to go home :(

baby sent me to yishun & he passed me his house key.
because i told him i will be going to find him tomorrow morning..
he didnt want it cos i have UT at 11am, but i insisted it.

so when i reached home, its already 11pm.
then i bathed & take my laptop & rushed out of my house.
a surprise for baby.

i reached CCK already 11.55pm, last train only to AMK.
thanks to a nice friend, i'm able to go to baby's house from AMK.

reached baby's house & wanna to surprise him...
i tried to open to door with his key =.=
but i cant open it.. i called kenny媽媽 & she was sleeping already (SORRY!!!)
but she open for me & i went in baby's room.

i pat him & cover blanket for him..
he woke up & i think he is still in sleep mode & was very tired..
he looked as if he expected it zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

so we end up hugging to sleep.
because you said u wanna to hug me to sleep again.. that why i came.

24th Aug 2009

baby woke up at 7.15am, i woke up at 7.45am..
the stupid feeling of leaving baby came again. :(

so i send baby to pasir ris...
he bought me Subway Melt with extra bacon :D :D :D
its damn nice hoho.
my first proper subway meal, thank you baby.

then baby went off..
i rushed to school for exam.

P/S : I SERIOUSLY NEED A CAMERA!

surprise!

2009-08-24T00:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAHHAHAH!
this will be to biggest suprise ever! i think LOL~

i'm on MRT chatting online with baby..
he thought that i'm at home..
& its freaking 12.31AM now & the train end at AMK.

& good kitkat actually transfer $10 for me to cab to baby's house.
thanks KITKAT! you're 1 good friend, good angel.

& i'm planning to msn baby all the way till i reach his door step.
HAHAHAHA!

PROPS TO PORTABLE INTERNET WOHOOO!

suey-ist day ever

2009-08-22T11:10:00.002+08:00

21 Aug 2009 will mark my suey-ist day ever.

to summarize it..

1) i'm gonna be late for exam
2) reach woodland interchange & wait for bus... 1 bus came & its soon filled up.
3) wait for the 2nd bus for 15 mins.
4) never late become late, late for 8 mins.
5) never got to finish 1 give away question, 2 marks fly
6) went sentosa for interview & i left without taking back my IC
7) going to be late for tuition
8) Vivocity, take escalator down to first floor & escalator spoil = walk down
8) tapped in harbourfront MRT & realise IC not with me
9) supervisor called & i went back take
10) 6.15pm & tuition at 7pm
11) spend another $3 to go in sentosa & take my IC
12) sprain my left ankle again when going in sentosa
13) come out of vivo & decided not to take escalator so i waited for lift. it came & FULL again
14) 2nd lift came & its 6.45pm
15) tuition to be postponed to next week

& awesome.
im FULLY packed next week.

Monday : Tuition
Tuesday : Coastes
Wednesday : Popping
Thursday : Coastes
Friday : Tuition
Satuday : Coastes + Kenny
Sunday : Kenny

& i just sprain my ankle AGAIN when i run up the stairs to pick up the phone.

SCIENCE

2009-08-19T17:10:00.001+08:00

UT3 SCIENCE IS KILLING ME !!!!!!!
I UNDERSTAND NOTHING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

WHAT POLAR HERE POLAR THERE
I POLAR BEAR LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BABY I WANT HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
>:(

super upset Amber.

steamboat @ RP

2009-08-19T16:18:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY,
after studying Enterprise with Joanna & Huiping.. we decided to eat the steamboat at sport complex recommended by faci

turn out to be an unforgettable day =.=

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when the plate of raw food come, i'm quite shocked by the amount they gave us.
it looked nice but when it's put into the soup, it is not as nice as i thought.

the chicken is practically frozen.
huiping spotted some dirts on the vege.. (& i still happily eat them)
the corn cob is slightly brownish..
the soup is purely chicken stock..
the beancurd smells ..
the prawn looked like "they-are-dead-for-dunno-how-long"

so as we put the food in the soup... hoping that it will taste better, but it turn much more salty.
thus, we decided to add some chicken rice chilli in the soup, taste better but can't drink too much.

HAHAHAH!

the rice is grey + white colour..
so i joked that probably its "excess-of-pitera" which makes it look greyish.

still, 2 bowls of rice untouched.

the only good thing from the shop is that canned soya bean & chicken rice chilli.

EVEN THE UTENSILS ARE DIRTY & WET.

:( we upset our tummy after that evening.

i think its quite hard for huiping to take a proper picture with me...
& joanna totally avoid the camera.

& THIS IS THE VEGE WHICH ARE NOT WASHED PROPERLY & ITS NOT STILL IN MY STOMACH COS NOTHING COME OUT OF MY BODY FOR 2 DAYS!

finally she tooked one proper 1 with me, with my hair bun-ed :(
i looked more hamburgirl now.

& while huiping & joanna are busy cleaning the utensils & taking the food, i entertain myself awhile....

& an little update,
Joanna visit the toilet 3 times.
Huiping looked so pale when she come in the class today.

& me?
still surviving.

my stomach has a mixture of foods now.

steamboat + noodle + mushroom + soyabean + soyamilk + mango + peach + strawberry yoghurt milk shake with pearl + hot chocolate + japanese bun + carrot cake + rice + cabbage soup

they are currently swimming in my stomach, or maybe somewhere in my intestine now.

i love you

2009-08-17T17:16:00.004+08:00

i'm happy to be with you.

i love you kenny

& yeah, i'm waiting for you.
so don't worry okay.

(:

UT3

2009-08-17T13:21:00.006+08:00

G105 Enterprise 19th Aug 2009

Problem 1
Problem 2
Problem 3: Together Everyone Achieve More
Problem 4: Deal or No Deal *still need to read more, esp last part*
Problem 5 : Dear Troubled *help on expectancy theory, reinforcement theory & OB mod*
Problem 6 : Taking the Lead *help on tactics of power, influencing others*
Problem 7 : Thrash it out
Problem 8 : Failed Proposal
Problem 9 : Future Plan *revise more*
Problem 10 : Money Sense *help on total CPF with OA account*
Problem 11 : What Comes Next
Problem 12 : Landing the Job
Problem 13
Problem 14
Problem 15

- Note

A101 Science 20th Aug 2009

Problem 1 Problem 6 Problem 11
Problem 2 Problem 7 Problem 12
Problem 3 Problem 8 Problem 13
Problem 4 Problem 9 Problem 14
Problem 5 Problem 10 Problem 15

G101 Cognitive 21st Aug 2009

Problem 1 Problem 6 Problem 11
Problem 2 Problem 7 Problem 12
Problem 3 Problem 8 Problem 13
Problem 4 Problem 9 Problem 14
Problem 5 Problem 10 Problem 15

A113 Maths 24th Aug 2009

Problem 1 Problem 6 Problem 11
Problem 2 Problem 7 Problem 12
Problem 3 Problem 8 Problem 13
Problem 4 Problem 9 Problem 14
Problem 5 Problem 10 Problem 15

G103 Communication 25th Aug 2009

Problem 1 Problem 6 Problem 11
Problem 2 Problem 7 Problem 12
Problem 3 Problem 8 Problem 13
Problem 4 Problem 9 Problem 14
Problem 5 Problem 10 Problem 15

....

2009-08-17T11:19:00.006+08:00

[special thanks]

a special thanks dedicated out to Kenny Sim.
thank you for being a wonderful boyfriend.
thank you for being a caring friend.
thank you for being my mentor.

all the things you have said, i heard it & it will forever be in my heart.
you might not have realised or known,
but its your words that are slowly healing those painful wounds once created.

its love, that makes Earth a better place.
its you, that makes Amber a happy girl.

[/special thanks]

[Note]

Dear readers, i would greatly appreciate if you would not comment on the below post.
If you really want to ask, i would only say, count your blessing.. no matter how shitty it is.
Thank you.

slowly, as times ticks by...
slowly, as we aged...

slowly.. the distance between us is fading..
slowly.. am i still your daughter...?

in the past, i yearn for your hand & kiss.
you didnt want it..

you would hold my younger cousin.. because i've grown up.
you would work day & night.. to support our family..

but in return, i can't even remember, any much childhood memories with you..

the only thing that is stick in my mind is only 3 things.

1) you went to IKEA & bought this mini lamp with dad for me at night
2) the snoopy you gave me & u threw away.
3) the colourful pig you gave me & u threw away.

you might not know,
that the most valuable gadget i ever treasured is the ipod you gave me..
that is also the very last gift you give me..
when i'm 15 or 16.

soon enough...
everything will be gone...

but.. im still counting my blessing..

[ps: i love you mum & dad ]

fighting

2009-08-15T19:04:00.006+08:00

everyone seems to fight for something..
everyone is busy fighting for something.. for someone..

as i read Martin's blog, a good friend who will be leaving soon..
a good guy who is fighting with all his best..
a race with time..

& suddenly,
i stood here wondering...

what the hell have i been doing for this past 1 year?

i realised,
nothing much.

is it true that, when someone gonna lose something, they will fight for it?
because i'm not losing everyone, which is why i am not doing anything..
which is why i am not fighting for anything..

worse of all,
im not even fighting for myself.

suddenly i feel so pathethic, feel so worthless, feel so .... small.

props to Martin.
with so much so much time left for myself, i can already feel so helpless.
what about Martin who is leaving in less than 60 days?
won't he feel even more f-up?
but even so, he is living his life to fullest each day.

sigh.
that's life.
different people, different life.

i should be counting my blessing, more than ever
that time is still fair for me..
that it's not too late now..

i wish.. i want.. to find a reason & someone to fight for..
maybe, perhaps..

these people who i will fight for eventually are actually just right beside me

[edit Monday 17th Aug 2009]

i've gotten the answer, have you? (:
i'm fighting for my loves one.

[/edit]

photo

2009-08-13T19:21:00.003+08:00

browsing through old photos..
saw photos of some people who come & stay..
saw photos of some people who were past tense..

but i also saw photo of this 2 people...
who consist of past tense, present tense & future tense..

yea.
HAHAH this are the 2 people i'm refering about!
kenny & me that time..
we were still friends.
& he look so toot in his army cap. LOL~
but now, we are lovey dovey.
in the future, HEH HEH HEH ~

memories siolz.
(:

happy weekend!

2009-08-10T18:38:00.003+08:00

:D
its a super happy weekend with baby!
& i swear the time flies :(
so fast... now i'm alone again...

Saturday (08.08.09)

smsed Kenny 媽媽 to check if she has any news of baby.. but she replied saying no.
then within 5 mins, BABY CALLED ME!!! ♥ ♥ ♥
:D

he said his ferry departing by 7pm..
& i think its 6.05pm, i rushed down to pasir ris immediately.
i cabbed there ........................... $28 ._.
& end up i waited till 8.20 lol.
should have take train & listen to baby!

okay, i'm random & i've bought 4 stalks of flowers & a card for baby.
HAHAHA i swear he was like so damn shy & blushing.
waaaaaaa, seriously i need a camera. zzzzzzzzzzzz

now the pretty flowers are in baby's room.
hopefully its still alive when he booked out!!

then we bought Cup Walkers... tried the Yam Milktea recommended by 1 of the staff there..
& it seriously... taste... not milky at all.
baby love the pudding alot.
& i love baby alot.
HAHAHA!

then then, we went bus home!
reached home... & we changed & we headed to Chom Chom ♥
we talked there seh. & on the way we saw alot of cockroaches...
okay, by the time we reached Chom Chom, its like ... nearly midnight?

my dope carrot cake shop closed liao :(
& we end up eating another stall of carrot cake & oyster egg, sugarcane & strawberry coconut iced ~

then i suggest to go lan, dota with baby LOL!
walked here & there, round here & there... can't find the lan shop i used to go with ovation..
& i realise its all along there, only infront of us & we still didnt see it. =.=

but baby was too tired... so we decided to go home.
so as we walked home, we went in the Serangoon Central Carrefour.
i super like the interior design & it feel like i'm in the western country..
until they played some chinese song & national day song.
MAJOR TURN OFF.

i saw my favourite cornflake & i reccomend it to baby.
so, he took 1 .
its freaking $10 for a box of cornflake.
& thank you mummy, for keep buying for me despite the price.
i eat liao also heart pain sia.
but its really damn dope.

& we bought milk & i saw another dope package of milk.
freaking $16.80 for a box of organic milk.

... i tell baby i want it, he really take it & wanna pay for it.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SILLY BOY!!
magnolia is dope enough~

then we ended up buying cornflake, milk, strawberry yoghurt milk, ????? cocktail (LOL)
& we cabbed home :D

reached home & we booked GI Joe online.. then baby fell asleep... & we went to sleep..

Sunday (09.08.09)

another 1 month, baby POP!

we woke up at 8am ... maybe because baby used to wake up early liao..
then dunno what happened then we went back sleep..
woke up at 10am plus, slack slack then get prepared to head out for movie.

went to far east first.. reached there around 3.30pm, our show is at 4.30pm Cathay.
then, i bring baby to the very dope noodle house.
& we ordered quite alot.
like i say, i desperately need a camera zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

after lunch, i tried to find the shop Justin told me, which sell plenty nice caps & i gave bigfthing a missed cos i thought it sell mainly fake caps.
but end up not enough time, we bus to Cathay.
baby suggest that after movie we should go Central & watched fireworks.. which is the reason why he choose the movie time slot at 4.30pm

when we sat down for movie, i went out to buy the gyoza which baby love alot.
i told him not to follow me & i suprise him with the gyoza!
& muwhahahhaa, baby was happily eating them.

i thought that GI Joe will be an alright movie... but it turn out to be quite nice.
i like it better than Harry Potter ... if you are a fan of action & sci fic, this is a must catch.
however baby was expecting something better.

after movie, went to Spotlight to get my yarn & needle.
i think i'm quite slow & stupid at giving big suprises..
i intended to knit a scarf for baby... but i dunno which colour or which material will he prefer..
so i lied to him that i need get something for my mum..
turn out that he knew what's going on because i slipped my mouth.
LOL!

i really should have a camera man!!
should took down those memorable footage of baby & me choosing which colour & type of yarn..
& we are stuck at 2 choices & we took 30 mins & more to decide.

i mean, which boyfriend will go to such shop & choose yarn with the girlfriend?
ok at least not those who i've met in the past.

im such a lucky girl to be with baby.
couldn't asked for more.

then after we finally chose the yarn & needle...
baby ended up paying for me.. thank you baby.
i will try my best to knit a good scarf for you!

then then then!
baby brought me the Mango something from Rocky Master
its taste better than i thought, i always thought soda is bitter & very gaseous.
perhaps the Mango puree smoothen the taste ~

& baby saw this old aunty who used to borrow some coins from baby..
& he talked to her..
then this old aunty ask me how much is the salad & cheesecake & she said bye bye & walked away.

then suddenly, i've the urge to buy this old lady some food.
i figured she must be hungry so i bought the Choco Banana Muffin with baby reccomend.
didn't have time to heat up cos the old lady is going to disappear out of sight!
so i just pass her the cold muffin.. but baby say its still edible though its hard.

the old lady is very grateful & keep say thank you to me.
& HAHHAAHHA.

old lady : 賣給我吃啊?
me:　嗯。有點冷，吃的時候要小心（？）
old lady: 哦，謝謝你！你是阿弟的女朋友阿？
me:　嘻嘻，嗯。

i dunno why but i feel very happy & proud to be kenny's gf.
HAHAH!

then we bus back to far east.
reached far east... saw this Mondo shoe shop clearing their heels at low price.
T_T 1 of their heels caught me & baby attention.. but its last pair & the inner lining is quite painful.

so i give it a miss.. spend nearly 30 mins in the shop & all my shop are closing!!!
i keep walking round-a-bout at level 3, just to find some dope cap for baby..

saw 1 customize shop for hat but it's not immediately & baby also have no idea what to print...
so we ended up in bigfthing.

saw their RDS & the shop girl says that its authentic ♥
i think i have more feel for RDS than SD & Subcrew.

baby ended up trying a few caps & found 1 nice one.
& he tried 1 RDS new label - OhShit tee.
its damn nice cos the white printing glows in the dark.
WOHOOO!

& HAHAHA, we always fight over who to pay .. this time i won, baby drop his atm card & i stepped on it.
LOL!

baby, the cap & tee is for you. i've already planned to get you.
its not only the 99stars & 7 hearts.
hope u will love them.
& plus! i've bought the cap for myself too, a couple cap okay!

:D
my cap is pink & his is purple.
like i say, i need a camera. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz

then, we went to basement to eat the milk shaved.
ordered Puppy Love & some chocolate blast.. no more First Kiss :(
okay, i really need a camera :'(

thanks baby for the treat.
love you.

as we go home... we bought Chippy #1.
baby love the hot dog. i love the hot dog too. LOL!
& he was damn happy when i tell him i'm staying over tonight too.
so we bus to Vivo, intended to chill on roof top, but when reached Vivo..
baby clumsily sprain a little, so we went home!

reached home... we chill a bit.. & we hug each other to sleep again..
very soon.. its morning... & very soon..
i will have to wait for another 5 days...

baby, just want to let you know that..
i will continue to wait for you,
even though waiting is a tiring process...
but i will wait for you..
so don't worry,
i'm always here...
i love you baby.

Happy 1 month baby ♥

fall right in place

2009-08-08T13:25:00.002+08:00

please.
ok, not really... but...
ok fine please.

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
LET THINGS FALL RIGHT IN PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so going to have a bitch fit
... joking.

baby's not yet book out..
prolly still stuck in the jungle, feeding moskito.
._. if is like justin said, worse come to worse...
book out tomorrow.
MAYBE book in tomorrow night.

AWESOME!!
T____T screw you army!!!

flow.

2009-08-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

so much to do.
& i'm a bad girl :(
sorry baby *sob*

i've already changed & was preparing to go to school..
till huiping told me that almost everyone plan to go home.
& if they went home, class will left with 5 people or so.
plus, classmates were telling me no point going.

so, i waited for their confirmation & end up only some went home.
& the rest stayed.
& by the time, i don't feel like going anymore.

so i guess next time, don't just follow the flow ._.
a lesson learnt.

~~~

in less than 24 hours, i will be able to see baby (:
wohooo! happy happy!

everyone

2009-08-05T10:36:00.000+08:00

i miss everyone in ovation..
:(
its true that when you get something, some other things will be lost.
but you guys are those whom i will never ever forget.
there are people who walk with you through 1 stage.. & then its gone.
but even so, beautiful memories of them will still stay,
no matter how distant or how far you have gone.

~~~

okay! went to this job orientation with Jeanie today
& hopefully it isn't that tough... but its definately a good $ job.

after that, went to Tamp to meet Kevin, I'm risking my popping 2 lesson for you dude.
then goodness! the "piercier" is off today. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

so i suggest to hit fareast instead... reluctantly + half tempted, kevin went there.
so, getting a eyebrown piercing cost $60 !
though its kinda expensive, i rather pay $15 more for someone who looks more experience.
& the shop look more dope... plus, the shop has hot ladies. HAHAHHA!
not your typical ah lian kind, but real ang moh with tattos & piercing all over LOL!

kevin said, "i think to work in that shop, you need to have at least 15 piercing"

LOL!
if only i have a cameraaaaaaaaa, i will take down all those beautiful memories.

& i found out that, hanging out with kevin = risk of losing my handphone.
ytd we thought i've lost it again. LOL!

(: thank you kevin.
i miss those memories.
you are the best ex part time boyfriend.
LOL WTP!!

1 week

2009-08-03T14:46:00.005+08:00

how contradicting & indecisive i am.
these are the weakness that almost got me killed everytime.
& pathetic Amber just don't learn.
i wonder when will this poor girl wake up to her senses
& realise that "time wait for no one"
because not everytime,
she is so blessed.

WOW!
SUDDENLY I THINK I VERY POETIC HAHAHAHA!
if only YCSS offer Lit, i sure get at least a B3.

okay, i'm scolding myself using a much profound words of shooting myself nicely.
suddenly, i have an urge to go to school.
i feel so damn guilty & regret for not going to school.

:(

~~~

Monday : 10 ♥ to be completed.
Tuesday : Bishamon 530pm to 930pm.
Wednesday : Job orientation 5pm to 7pm. Popping 2 8pm to 9pm.
Thursday : Bishamon 530pm to 930pm.
Friday : ♥ 1 month ♥ Bishamon 530pm to 930pm (zzzzzzzzzzzzz)
Saturday : BABY BOOK OUT WOHOO BANZAI WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Sunday : BABY ♥

totally can't wait.
but....
still got 5 more days RARRRR :(

addiction

2009-08-03T10:10:00.003+08:00

5 more days.

i didn't go to school today... i feel kinda guilty now, sorry baby
will definately make it up for the rest of 4 days.

since i have plently of time today.
i will at least got to complete 10 ♥ today.

recently, blogging has become an addiction..
but i guess i blog for a reason.

facebook has become a less addiction.
chicken soup is the current bedtime addiction.

nonetheless,
kenny sim is the ultimate addiction.

mixed

2009-08-02T22:35:00.004+08:00

another 6 more days. sighhhh~
hope baby will be alright when at field camp..
& the letter, hope it will make him feel better!

mother + girlfriend = dopest

hahahah, 3 more weeks to holiday.
exams not yet started, i'm counting down to holiday.
5 weeks of holiday.
WOHOOOO!

~~~

thanks baby! u are the dopest of all.
mum like the chicken essence!
& she very 明知故问 hahahah!

A: mummy，雞精給你的！
M：誰買的？
A：我和Kenny 買的，他知道今天是你的生日。
A：原本要買衣服給你，可是他知道爸爸和你的事，所以覺得買雞精來補補身體。
M：哦，你和他現在還是朋友啊？
A：嗯。
M：還是他是你的男朋友？
A：嗯。哈哈哈哈。
M：。。。。。。。。。。。不要亂亂來我跟你講。

:(
& i got so much things to do...
best of all, next week is so damn packed.
sigh. super hate it when everything come crashing down on the same period of time when you needed the most time & space.

& i super don't feel like going for the job orientation tomorrow.
sound too good to be true.
$400 per week per assignment, 6-8hrs?

if thats true, i commit my whole 3 yr poly life to it.
imagine, 1 week $400, 1 month $1.6k.
wohoo.

then life will be so damn great.
yeah right. dream on Amber. =.=

(p/s: & i can't play my dota (or kenny's) on bnet!!!!)