it's only when i'm home & when i scroll through the page & i saw your picture,
makes me gonna cry.
but i can't.
i'm in the living room, my own room being occupied, & someone is with me at the living room.
how long more can i contain the tears, before bursting out everything?
still, i will and want to be strong for now,
to finish the promised blog post without crying..
i want to write it in a way as happy as i could, like how happy i were during that day..