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health

baby always told me that health is very very important, and that he wanted a healthy girlfriend too!

i think i'm starting to get what he meant, healthy.
a lot a lot of things might be still the same if my dad is still as healthy as before.
i might still be staying at taman jurong.
i might be able to stay out as late as i want.
rabbits might have a happier life.
i might have more freedom.
my monthly allowance will not be as pathetic as now.

most importantly,
my relationship with my family might be closer, better.

so any of you out there, reading this post now,
go drink some water, tell yourself to sleep early tonight.
eat more fruits & vegetables, exercise frequently.
& love your body, like how you love your other half.

xoxo and God bless you.

sometime i just wish that i can have the whole of lovely afternoon just for myself.

no parent,
no rabbits,
no strangers,
no friends,
no kenny (impossible but..)

only myself,
my bed,
my room,
my laptop,
aircon,
water,
& some cookies.

sick

poor little amber is sick.
down with flu & cough.
she killed lots & lots of trees.

she needs & wants her baby :(
for her baby will give her warmth & make her feel better.


on the lighter side, today is a special day!
Happy 5 months baby!
so amber is not so poor thing afterall!

♥

love

the greatest gift one could ever received, is to be accepted & being loved.
the kiss you gave, melt away all my sorrows & sadness.
the love you gave, is unconditional

baby i'm really glad that you came back, i'm glad that i can hug you to sleep again.
i'm glad that i can kiss you again. i'm glad that i can hold your hand & niao niao you again.
the day you left, make me realised how much i need & love you.
thanks for coming back baby.

i promise i will put it more than ever for you, for this relationship.
i love you baby, very very much.

♥ Kenny Sim

"Love has no cause, for love is unconditional"

happy girl

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! :D

AMBER IS A HAPPY GIRL NOW
KICKING ALIVE WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

:D

happy

1 sentence, 12 word, 1 question mark makes me darn happy.

thank you ! :)

stuck

u know, i wanted to go find you after school.
but you have test tomorrow, i don't wish to disturb u.

i'm so stuck..

God

Dear God,
please help me through & pull me through this darkest moment in my life..

in less than 30 days it will be end of 2009..
it has been super awesome,
i've met awesome friends & got to know you God.
i've dance & participate in big bang events like KO night & TBG ...

& i have also met Kenny, who has left a big impact in my life..
i pray that God can help me & give me strength...

let 2009 end happily for me..

killed

why are you doing all these to someone you love?
did i really do anything wrong?

all those small little things which add up can really caused a break up?
then those whatever thing i have done for you means nothing?




feel like dying now..
esp when phone can't use at all..

haha.. haha..

tried

i dunno what to do..
i dunno...


maybe it will be best if i does not need to wake up anymore...

taurus

i yahoo-ed some info about taurus guys..
they said that most of them won't return to their gf when break up.

are you like this?

i guess i might lose my bet afterall.
a gamble i will regret for life..

"i will come back to you if i really love you"
even if you never come back..
at least i know & i can feel that ...

for the past 5 months...
i know you did love me..

phone

can you call me...
because today might be the last day that i can hear your voice...

phone gonna terminated by tomorrow..
can you call me...
if i mean anything to you...

kenny

wonder

i wonder will you think of me when you off work..
i wonder will you think of me when you took off your shoe..


i miss you very much..
please tell me its a lie..

cant contain

i can't hold it anymore..
finally managed to let it all out when everyone left the class.

& i'm using the tissue packet you gave me ytd before i left..
it seems like you know i will use it..

i'm listening to Black & Blue,
& remembered that day when you waited 3 hours at Mac.

you told me the 3 hours are like hell, & it passed damn slow..
but now... it seems like i'm going to go through it..

not just 3 hours..
few days.. few weeks.. few months...
maybe... forever..

can i call you

can i call you?
i miss your voice.
i miss those days.

i'm tearing in class..


why does things have to turn out this way...
i'm so addicted to you..

delusion

if everything is okay...
i would be meeting you in 2 hours 5 mins time..

i would be in your arm, hugging & mogu mogu you..
drinking the fruit juice you promised ...



will you please call me ........ or sms me ............
surprise me, telling me to meet you as usual ....






but.. it's all just a delusion.

time

time passed so slow without you..

the thought of not being able to hug you again...
feels like something is eating me inside out.

medicine

i think i'm going to flood my blog for now...
tons of posts just in 1 day haha


i ate my medicine & i thought of you..
thought of what you wrote on the cover..


& it set me thinking,
if you love me, why would you want to leave..
you know, any more tons of shit i can still take it..
i will take it & i dont mind...


i mind nothing at all..
now baby, where are you...

i love you

verge

seriously, all these pain are killing me slowly..
i miss you very much..

i wish to sms you.. i want to hear your voice..
i want to and i don't mind to go back ...






but,
will you still accept me?

wonder

i wonder,
do you miss me .............


:'(

Day 1

in class now .. i think i am able to cry anytime.
anytime........


i miss you very much...

hmm

i'm actually waiting for baby to call me when he reached home.. & being a good girlfriend, i think that i should wait for him to sleep, then i can get to sleep too.

well it's not really a torture, but i think it's rather a blessful (if there's such word) thing to do!
it's like waiting for your husband to reach home.. just that we are still not at that stage yet. HAHAHAHAHA~

~~~~~~~

it will be Cotton On Induction in 2 days time!
i wonder how is it like to work there..
& baby kenny if you see this, i wanna to let you know that..

baby

club

well, i hope that i will have the chance to club with baby.

flaws

till the day i am able to accept my flaws, i will be a better person.
but i swear, it is very very hard & sad.

but life still goes on.

xoxo.

wish

new job

in my wildest dream (okay not really), i'm going to work for Cotton On which means
$$ rolling into Amber's wallet!

& baby bought me the River Island wallet which is damn pretty & i swear it's the prettiest wallet I ever had!
thank you so so so much baby!

pictures shall be up real soon & ytd is my first time bowling!
finally after 19 years i know what is strike... but i don't really know what is spare yet.
HAHAHAHA.

okay world has been kind to me as up till now.
& thank you God for everything.

love love money money
:D

biography

♥ KENNY SIM
07 July 2009 / 08 July 2009



xuan. 27th February 1990. Pisces of M74
♥ dance ♥ stars ♥ red

hello friend, i'm just a die hard veggie girl who treasure animals much more than human. i don't hate & i find that jealousy & anger is silly. i try not to regret in whatever i do. i grow strong every single day & so must you. i'm learning to let go if i have to. & i truly understand that if "sometimes if things are gone, it is gone".

MAKE LOVE
NOT WAR

i ♥ GOD
i ♥ papa mama
i ♥ bitbit, vanilla, bunny
i ♥ big nana, small nana, hamham, bunbun, sterster

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